Writter's Block

Yea yea..enuf of bugging me to blog
i juz dunno wat to blog anymore..lifes juz so dull these days..juz waiting till the day till i enter uni,grow up, get married, n meet God..haha
so..yea..im bored..

easter's coming up..den it's food fair in church..loads of stuff to do..but my butt is still stuck either to my hard uncomfortable chair, or my bed..im sooooooooo lazy..
still hav not get my certs certified..dunno y shud i even get it certified..isit even required if i enter public uni..does even do any gd..coz i got like..NO important certs..im so nerdy dat i dun take part in skool activities to get certs..come on..watts d use..i dun nd no 1 to certify dat i can do sumthing..u wana find out..put me to d test..dats life..life is not written on pieces of paper..it's writen on ur life..

yea..i've decided to do local..singapores to much for me..db's not doing form 6 anymore..so he need the extra cash s well..he has chosen sum cheap uni so dat i can do my engineering..so i gotta do sumthing for him..besides..ireally wana go kl n help kelvin out in d kl ministry we're doing..actually not so much of kelvin..but i guess im growing closer to God since i started helping out in church..im blessed dat i made the rite choice of working in church..haha

dats all i hav to crap for no

Be rite bk(in a thousand years..till i get sumthing to crap bout)..

ps:im addicted to mafia wars..u shud try it..it's a facebook application

money matters

University applications are a headache..especially wen u are not well "equiped"..u shud get wat i mean fr d title of this post. my expectations are at rock bottom now. all i want is to attend Nanyang Technological Uni or Nationa Uni of Singapore. it's juz across the coast. the oni thing dat's stopping me is the tot of the living expenses(& dibin) not to blame him..but i wan him to get wat he wants to. it sucks real bad if i rob him of the rights to study. i hated it real bad wen i couldn't do sound engineering.

do on to others wat u want others to do onto u..dat simple..

altho both uni offer really gd loans,but it aint sufficient to cover my living expenses..crap!!
really busy week coming up, n i cant afford to waste any more time on choosing a uni..datelines have to be met, expectations nd to b fulfilled..

Indifferent

results are coming out soon..n im still blogging..juz dunno how should i b feeling

sunday was a fun wet day..altho the water games couldn't be carried out according to plan, due to the rain, we improvised n every1 had fun being wet..haha
but clearing up the mess was a real back ache..sweeping,mopping,picking up peices of baloons,n getting ppl to sit still so i can clean was the hardest part..next week, bible study..

V-tjen, james, julian, kelvin n myself went to jj yesterday..handed out loads of kids' games flyers..the ppl were wonderful..more receptive n better mannered compared to those in parade..

i think dat's all for this post..writer's block..really not in d mood for anything now..juz wana waste sum time..haha

Second Chance

You called my name, reached out your hand,
Restored my life, and I was redeemed,
The moment you entered my life,
Amazing grace, Christ gave that day,
My life was changed,
Went from my shoulders, fell the weight of my sin

Chorus

So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance I've gained,
On you I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts, as I rest in you,
I'm now in love, with a Saviour,
Bearing the marks of his love

Chorus x2

Bridge

So I wait upon you now,
With my hands released to you,
Where a little faiths enough,
To see mountains lift and move,
Yeah and I wait upon you now,
Dedicated to your will,
To this love that will remain,
A love that never fails

not everyone deserves second chances..& not everyone can giv it..
but God gave EVERYONE a second chance..
was in a wedding ceremony today
a meaningful ceremony to me..the vows they make to themselves & to God, the many eyes to bare witness, the hands that bless, & the couple that's married..so beautiful

was in parade after the ceremony..11 of us when there to pass out kid's games forms to the ppl..so wished that they gave us a second chance so that we may help their child obtain a second chance..but most of them juz rejected our offer..i guess they think we're like salesmen..i always rejected salesmen trying to sell me stuff..this would b a lesson to me..haha
felt so tired walking round & round..n oni got to reach out to 3 ppl..2moro..JUSCO!!hopefully there are more open hearts there..n we definitely need more educated ppl..even if u wana reject us..plz do it politely..need sleep now for the big day 2moro..service,jj,youth(we're having water games),football..tiring day 2moro

The Approaching of Judgement Day

SPM results are set to b out next week..STPM wun b to far fr dat..haih
It's killing me with the thought of wat results will I get..n I kno dat it wun b wonderful results, based on wat i've done..but our God works in miraculous ways..who knows..mayb the gov decides to drop the bar way low dis year..with all the political turmoil going on they gotta please sum1..us STPM students i hope..we'll b voting in a years time..but i dun plan in helping any lazy btard..haha excuse my language..haha
maths was of the charts i tell u..but who can i blame but myself for not working harder to improve myself above the bar..all i can hope now is that A,ANY,ATLEAST 1 uni will accept me..haha

but wat the heck..my aim is sound engineering..i still gotta start working n pay for my own sound engineering studies(my dad wun). But it's juz gonna be a lot tougher if i dun get a gd uni now..haihzzzzz

Kids Games is coming up, there's a conf in g.highlands next week, n there'll b the food & fun fair to..busy busy..gotta work on wat im working not worry on wat i've worked..juz worried that results day fall on a day dat im in g.highlands..dad will screw me up if dat happens..

JUDGEMENT DAY..pls come on a suitable day..haha john connor's gonna postpone my judgement day..lol

ps: I can't wait for the new terminator movie..

Long Day..longer years

it's been a long day..was in church since 10am repairing xlr jacks...AGAIN!!!
i juz wish ppl take sum pride in wat they do..hav sum integrity guys..it aint gd to be destroying jacks..the church shouldnt b investin so much $$$$ in repairs..n i got beta stuff to do then juz repairing jacks..but it was juz so amazing wen a retired unc juz approached me n ask could i teach him sum sound maintainence stuff..it wasnt his guts or his willingness to seek help fr sum1 younger dat i admire..but it's his willingness to obtain more knowledge to help the church,congregation & himself dat i admire d most..come guys..he's a retiree..n he still wana learn stuff to improve himself..you young ignorant guys out there should b ashamed of urself..wake up..the world isnt juz the 4 walls of ur bedroom..the monster under ur bed isnt the oni monster there is..start getting up n start kicking sum monster ass..learn..find out more..improve yourselve..
kids games training was fun as usual..with jokers like eugene mah n soong cheong (sheji) there'll neva b a dull day..dis guys should b the kids games participants..not helpers..HAHA LOL....
after so many years..i finally get an internet connection in my house..was on youtube watching the 09 sprite dunk comp..it was amazing n unexpected..dwight was reaching the sky wif the 12ft dunk..but the underdog nate robinson who is oni 3/5 of dwight's height won the comp..the oni amazing dunk he did was jumping over dwight (while pressing on dwight's shoulder) & reaching out to the basket..that was juz so boring..it was the exact same thing he did in 07..BORING!!!but wat i reeally wana c is lbjames in 2010's dunk comp..he announced it wen dwight did the 12ft dunk..he claimed that he could do 13ft..im soOOoooOoo looking forward to that..
it's getting late but still can't get to sleep..it's that time of the year again where i get the exact same dreams again..i think i seriously nd a shrink..gonna tire myself out till i fall asleep...bb

Lost & Found

It's been 2 weeks since my last post
was in kl (Damansara Kim to be exact) covering for DB so dat he can obtain his driver's license..he was working for my dad's fren in a kinda new age kinda restaurant..Fish & Noodle House..
2 weeks there really let me c how lousy kl ppl r..it's a restaurant dude..u DONT spit on the floor..u Dont make horrible noises with ur nose n throw all ur NOSE GOO on the table..n u DEFINITELY DONT shout or laugh like it's ur place..jeez..get a life ppl..a proper life wif proper manners..but there r wonderful ppl there 2..cant deny that..(there r lotsa HOT girls 2...hahaha)
This fren of my dad's is actually an engineer..n he owns his own engineering firm..he's currently 52 yrsold..so this tels u dat it's neva 2 late to change ur proffession..he did it..n now he's having such a wonderful bussiness dat i hate it..haha (lunch hours are packed to the brim i tel u)..the way he works is so systematic dat even the preparation of the sambal belacan has to follow a proper syst..dat's is a heck of an engineer i tel u..
note to all the future engineers..engineers ARE NOT BORING..soong cheong was working wif me there..n he can b my alibi..there's NEVA a day dat we wun be laughin our throats off..
n i got a new fashion trend for u girls(cousrtesy of my boss)it's called the CFM look..noe wat it means??
COME F**K ME LOOK..haha a real joker he is..
but it was really tiring working there..n i had to put my church work on hold..now i have tones of wires to repair..loads of systems to set up..n loads of info to catch up on..
BK TO WORK..bb