frightening

dad's freaking pissed at grandpa n he's shouting at him now..dad might b a very strict n angry person with us kids and sometimes mom..but never to his parents..this is freaking frightening

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grandparents will be living with my aunt while dad is away!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll have the whole CLEAN, QUITE and empty house all to myself..!!!!hahaha

December; a time to ponder.......

Ponder whether it'll be a tormenting month or a month to remember.....lol

Dad is always involved in STPM markers' meeting in KL, and it's on December. The difference this year is my grandparents are living with me, and grandpa has bowel problems and to make things worst he hasn't been able to walk for a week now. If he shits on himself, dad is the one to clean him up; that's if he's around. I dare not even think of a worst case scenario for this December.(I have a problem with dirty, oozy, yucky, smelly and disgusting stuff; I throw up the moment I see something that falls in ANY of these categories) I hope dad asks my aunt to shift in with us when he's not around. On the 15th we'll (SPY & Route 328) will be going to KTAR Kampar for their X'mas Night, so I really need some help to look after my grandparents.HELPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!! I dont wana b trap in a stinking house this December!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dang..its like the past is out to haunt me..broke out in2 a cold sweat after a nightmare i had..

Alpha

Last night and the whole of today was a smack in the head and kick in the butt..lol
Was in CGMC(yiwei:it looks prettier now compared to ages ago when I went there) for an Alpha Course, joined the Youth Alpha (Marriage Alpha's not the right place for me to be in and Classic Alpha might be to "challenging" for me) and guess what, Jonathan Tse led the training. Amazing guy if you ask me, totally loved his ppt presentation, he could remember everything that was in it and his speech really keeps you awake, entertained and amazed the whole time. He's releasing his album soon, and he said he might come and do an album launch in Ipoh; wooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

Back to Alpha. It was really a wake up call to me in a way. One thing Alpha teaches is that we shouldn't package evangelism, calling it a concert where in fact it's an evangelistic meeting making new/non believers to think that Christians are all bout the appearance. If it's an evangelistic meeting, name it as it is, have a band up there have a drama all set it's still an evangelistic meeting. Why cover up evangelism?? I mean you can promise your friends there's a good band or something, but tell them the whole point of bringing them there and set their minds right before they even enter the meeting. I totally agree with that. If we really look at youths these days they are actually interested in religion, the only problem is finding the right path. Guide them there, we don't have to con them to follow the right path.

It was a real smack to me. Amazingly blessed by this decision that I thought I might regret making.