December; a time to ponder.......

Ponder whether it'll be a tormenting month or a month to remember.....lol

Dad is always involved in STPM markers' meeting in KL, and it's on December. The difference this year is my grandparents are living with me, and grandpa has bowel problems and to make things worst he hasn't been able to walk for a week now. If he shits on himself, dad is the one to clean him up; that's if he's around. I dare not even think of a worst case scenario for this December.(I have a problem with dirty, oozy, yucky, smelly and disgusting stuff; I throw up the moment I see something that falls in ANY of these categories) I hope dad asks my aunt to shift in with us when he's not around. On the 15th we'll (SPY & Route 328) will be going to KTAR Kampar for their X'mas Night, so I really need some help to look after my grandparents.HELPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!! I dont wana b trap in a stinking house this December!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dang..its like the past is out to haunt me..broke out in2 a cold sweat after a nightmare i had..

Alpha

Last night and the whole of today was a smack in the head and kick in the butt..lol
Was in CGMC(yiwei:it looks prettier now compared to ages ago when I went there) for an Alpha Course, joined the Youth Alpha (Marriage Alpha's not the right place for me to be in and Classic Alpha might be to "challenging" for me) and guess what, Jonathan Tse led the training. Amazing guy if you ask me, totally loved his ppt presentation, he could remember everything that was in it and his speech really keeps you awake, entertained and amazed the whole time. He's releasing his album soon, and he said he might come and do an album launch in Ipoh; wooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

Back to Alpha. It was really a wake up call to me in a way. One thing Alpha teaches is that we shouldn't package evangelism, calling it a concert where in fact it's an evangelistic meeting making new/non believers to think that Christians are all bout the appearance. If it's an evangelistic meeting, name it as it is, have a band up there have a drama all set it's still an evangelistic meeting. Why cover up evangelism?? I mean you can promise your friends there's a good band or something, but tell them the whole point of bringing them there and set their minds right before they even enter the meeting. I totally agree with that. If we really look at youths these days they are actually interested in religion, the only problem is finding the right path. Guide them there, we don't have to con them to follow the right path.

It was a real smack to me. Amazingly blessed by this decision that I thought I might regret making.

Frustration

What should you do when your dad tells you not to serve in church..what should you do when you are told there is more to life than church..what should you do when your dad asks you to try out other religions..what should you do when helping others to obtain salvation is no more a proper thing to do..what???

tagged by yiwei

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It’s a lot harder than you think.

pick your artist:
Linkin Park


are you male or female:
The Little Things Give You Away (FYI:it aint dat little)

describe yourself:
Breaking The Habit

how do you feel about yourself:
One Step Closer

describe where you currently live:
A Place for My Heaf

if you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Somewhere I Belong

your favourite form of transportation:
Easier To Run

your best friend is (are):
My December

your favourite colour is:
Bleed It Out

what’s the weather like:
Pushing Me Away (it aint letting me ply ball)

favourite time of day:
Hit The floor (more accurately..the bed)

if your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Shadow of the Day

what is life to you:
In The End (it's wat u did wif life dat matters)

what is the best advice you have to give:
Bleed It Out

if you could change your name, what would it be:
Forgotten

your favorite food is:
In Pieces

thought for the day:
Points of Authority

how I would like to die:
With You

my soul’s present condition:
In Between

my motto:
What I've Done

I now tag Eunice, Tsuping, Kok Lin

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It's 2.30 in the middle of the night and I'm freaking wide awake. This one year holiday crap is really drilling into me. Late nights, snooker weekends, 24-hour FB, blog-surfing, watching one piece everyday
I'm starting to wonder what'll ever happen to me when uni starts in January. Will I be as lazy as I am now, or will I meet the expectations I have imposed upon my lazy yet ambitious self.

SUSHI!!!

Congrats to all the form 3 students,especially TsuPing,Justin, and Eunuce. But this freedom is only temporary. Do use the free time you have to the best of your interest.

Went for sushi this afternoon with Diming, Jenny, Justin and Eunice; killing two birds with one stone if you ask me. Treating PMR students and also making use of the Sushi King offer!!!LOL
I wasn't pleased to the max though. The chefs were holding back the prawn fritter sushi, it's my fav and I couldn't get a taste of it, other than that I was greatly stuffed with sushi and green tea.