TARC X'mas Night

was a blast..the drama ran smoothly, worship was rocking the place, glad that there weren't any butterflies in my stomach during my testimony and I felt that God was using me during that period of time...

Thank you everyone for your cooperation and hard work!!!!

had this weird impending doom feeling since this afternoon..wish I knew what is it..

Pissed Off!

Bout a week back I was really glad that my grandparents will be staying with my aunt while my parents were away. But at the last moment someone told the old lady that I'll be home and she started making all the lame excuses so that she can stay here to the extend that she wrecked my holidays. I officially feel numb and indifferent towards her, every thing I'm doing now is only out of pity and also I don't want my house to stink of SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

frightening

dad's freaking pissed at grandpa n he's shouting at him now..dad might b a very strict n angry person with us kids and sometimes mom..but never to his parents..this is freaking frightening

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grandparents will be living with my aunt while dad is away!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll have the whole CLEAN, QUITE and empty house all to myself..!!!!hahaha

December; a time to ponder.......

Ponder whether it'll be a tormenting month or a month to remember.....lol

Dad is always involved in STPM markers' meeting in KL, and it's on December. The difference this year is my grandparents are living with me, and grandpa has bowel problems and to make things worst he hasn't been able to walk for a week now. If he shits on himself, dad is the one to clean him up; that's if he's around. I dare not even think of a worst case scenario for this December.(I have a problem with dirty, oozy, yucky, smelly and disgusting stuff; I throw up the moment I see something that falls in ANY of these categories) I hope dad asks my aunt to shift in with us when he's not around. On the 15th we'll (SPY & Route 328) will be going to KTAR Kampar for their X'mas Night, so I really need some help to look after my grandparents.HELPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!! I dont wana b trap in a stinking house this December!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dang..its like the past is out to haunt me..broke out in2 a cold sweat after a nightmare i had..