KL.KL..

will be leaving for kl on the 9th of jan..hoping n praying for the best..n hope i'll giv the best too..my new year's resolution is to not skip any class..unless EXTREMELY necessary..

beauty

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, but I would say in the actions of the holder as well. Well, all I can do is pray and try to change my judgemental attitude and be more accepting to the flaws of other.RESTRICT!!!RESTRAINT!!!REFRAIN!!!

youths and tech

Apparently, even youths aren't very tech savvy either. How hard is it to understand that when mass-mailing you have to click reply all so that the mail is carried for to everyone and not end up broken up. sheeeesh...

TARC X'mas Night

was a blast..the drama ran smoothly, worship was rocking the place, glad that there weren't any butterflies in my stomach during my testimony and I felt that God was using me during that period of time...

Thank you everyone for your cooperation and hard work!!!!

had this weird impending doom feeling since this afternoon..wish I knew what is it..

Pissed Off!

Bout a week back I was really glad that my grandparents will be staying with my aunt while my parents were away. But at the last moment someone told the old lady that I'll be home and she started making all the lame excuses so that she can stay here to the extend that she wrecked my holidays. I officially feel numb and indifferent towards her, every thing I'm doing now is only out of pity and also I don't want my house to stink of SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

frightening

dad's freaking pissed at grandpa n he's shouting at him now..dad might b a very strict n angry person with us kids and sometimes mom..but never to his parents..this is freaking frightening

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grandparents will be living with my aunt while dad is away!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll have the whole CLEAN, QUITE and empty house all to myself..!!!!hahaha

December; a time to ponder.......

Ponder whether it'll be a tormenting month or a month to remember.....lol

Dad is always involved in STPM markers' meeting in KL, and it's on December. The difference this year is my grandparents are living with me, and grandpa has bowel problems and to make things worst he hasn't been able to walk for a week now. If he shits on himself, dad is the one to clean him up; that's if he's around. I dare not even think of a worst case scenario for this December.(I have a problem with dirty, oozy, yucky, smelly and disgusting stuff; I throw up the moment I see something that falls in ANY of these categories) I hope dad asks my aunt to shift in with us when he's not around. On the 15th we'll (SPY & Route 328) will be going to KTAR Kampar for their X'mas Night, so I really need some help to look after my grandparents.HELPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!! I dont wana b trap in a stinking house this December!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dang..its like the past is out to haunt me..broke out in2 a cold sweat after a nightmare i had..

Alpha

Last night and the whole of today was a smack in the head and kick in the butt..lol
Was in CGMC(yiwei:it looks prettier now compared to ages ago when I went there) for an Alpha Course, joined the Youth Alpha (Marriage Alpha's not the right place for me to be in and Classic Alpha might be to "challenging" for me) and guess what, Jonathan Tse led the training. Amazing guy if you ask me, totally loved his ppt presentation, he could remember everything that was in it and his speech really keeps you awake, entertained and amazed the whole time. He's releasing his album soon, and he said he might come and do an album launch in Ipoh; wooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

Back to Alpha. It was really a wake up call to me in a way. One thing Alpha teaches is that we shouldn't package evangelism, calling it a concert where in fact it's an evangelistic meeting making new/non believers to think that Christians are all bout the appearance. If it's an evangelistic meeting, name it as it is, have a band up there have a drama all set it's still an evangelistic meeting. Why cover up evangelism?? I mean you can promise your friends there's a good band or something, but tell them the whole point of bringing them there and set their minds right before they even enter the meeting. I totally agree with that. If we really look at youths these days they are actually interested in religion, the only problem is finding the right path. Guide them there, we don't have to con them to follow the right path.

It was a real smack to me. Amazingly blessed by this decision that I thought I might regret making.

Frustration

What should you do when your dad tells you not to serve in church..what should you do when you are told there is more to life than church..what should you do when your dad asks you to try out other religions..what should you do when helping others to obtain salvation is no more a proper thing to do..what???

tagged by yiwei

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It’s a lot harder than you think.

pick your artist:
Linkin Park


are you male or female:
The Little Things Give You Away (FYI:it aint dat little)

describe yourself:
Breaking The Habit

how do you feel about yourself:
One Step Closer

describe where you currently live:
A Place for My Heaf

if you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Somewhere I Belong

your favourite form of transportation:
Easier To Run

your best friend is (are):
My December

your favourite colour is:
Bleed It Out

what’s the weather like:
Pushing Me Away (it aint letting me ply ball)

favourite time of day:
Hit The floor (more accurately..the bed)

if your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Shadow of the Day

what is life to you:
In The End (it's wat u did wif life dat matters)

what is the best advice you have to give:
Bleed It Out

if you could change your name, what would it be:
Forgotten

your favorite food is:
In Pieces

thought for the day:
Points of Authority

how I would like to die:
With You

my soul’s present condition:
In Between

my motto:
What I've Done

I now tag Eunice, Tsuping, Kok Lin

........

It's 2.30 in the middle of the night and I'm freaking wide awake. This one year holiday crap is really drilling into me. Late nights, snooker weekends, 24-hour FB, blog-surfing, watching one piece everyday
I'm starting to wonder what'll ever happen to me when uni starts in January. Will I be as lazy as I am now, or will I meet the expectations I have imposed upon my lazy yet ambitious self.

SUSHI!!!

Congrats to all the form 3 students,especially TsuPing,Justin, and Eunuce. But this freedom is only temporary. Do use the free time you have to the best of your interest.

Went for sushi this afternoon with Diming, Jenny, Justin and Eunice; killing two birds with one stone if you ask me. Treating PMR students and also making use of the Sushi King offer!!!LOL
I wasn't pleased to the max though. The chefs were holding back the prawn fritter sushi, it's my fav and I couldn't get a taste of it, other than that I was greatly stuffed with sushi and green tea.

Unemployment

SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

The job I landed, I had to for go it..sienzzzzzzzzz

Dad is planning to shift grandpa n grandma in, so he' planning to build an extension to the house and I'm suppose to watch over the house. haih..typing this post is making my blood boil.. What logic is there that you want me to not work and expect me to hav money..crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HIRED!!!!

Got a probable job vacancy for myself..Was introduced by a friend who's working at a bakery. He's actually learning culinary stuff at some school of chefs, but his classes are on alternate days. So he works in a bakery on d other days, so I just asked him would d boss hire me if I filled in d days he's not working, earlier today he called me and asked me to go for a job interview and training at 8 a.m. tomorrow morning. So I gotta sleep early. Totally not used to waking up so early any more.....

signing off..ps: if i dun land this job..i hope esprit hires me..haha

Family Camp 2009

It was a camp like no other..

Rev Thomas Cheng, a funny guy, an anointed speaker, and a great man of God. He even prophesied something bout me, will post it out when I get the recording from Sandy. There's this joke of his that I remember very clearly.
" there's this Christian orang asli that went hunting with his bow in one hand a parang in the other. Somewhere through the expedition he arrived to a ridge, approaching the ridge he tripped and dropped all his weapons into the ridge. Determined to get out of the forest alive, he continue walking. Suddenly he noticed that there was tiger following him. Being a man of Christ, he knelt down and prayed. Lord help me,please let the tiger be a Christian tiger, in Jesus' name I pray, amen. Amazingly, the tiger IS a Christian tiger. So being a TIGER of Christ the tiger too knelt down and pray. Thank you Lord for the food You have blessed me with, in Jesus' name I pray, amen." Rev Thomas was actually talking bout praying the right prayer, a perfect joke it was, and an original one too..LOL

On Saturday, we arrived at Belum at bout 4+, unloaded all the equipments, set up the sound system, did a sound test than finished off with a worship practice, then it was the briefing at 5.30, dinner at 6.30, session 1 at 7.30 than only I got to rest at bout 11 for an hour. At 12pm we were watching the Arsernal vs ManU game, I only watch the first half, too tired to finish it. 2nd day was the best, during free time we went cycling, off-road style. Dr.Teoh and aunty Nancy found it horrible, they hated the uphill and downhill part caused them to push the bike more than cycle it. Hannah Lee fell off her bike, Kelvin's bike got a flat tyre half way through, Justin lost control of his bike, and Eunice was screaming all the way. Only a few of us got to cycle to the max. During the night session I got my chance to go for alter call, it was then Rev Thomas said something bout me, I don't know was it bout the present time, or my future, but I know it's what God's trying to tell to concentrate on. Session ended at 12, and I slept at 2.30.

Last day, woke up on time for breakfast, but had to struggle through the sessions due to lack of eyelid weight training..haha After lunch had to pack up the system and leave. On the way back we stopped at Lenggong for some seafood and noodles, I had to finish up leftovers, forcing me to look like Eugene..haha

Upon arriving in SPC, bad news was bestowed upon me. I had to sit in a same car with SUNDAY ROSE!!!(it's a dog, and I have an immense fear of dogs) But the ride turned out to be quite ok, other than Sunday and Alpha trying to jump into the front seat of the car, my heart felt like it was revving up suddenly.

Wonderful first Family Camp experience I had, but wished that some of my friends were there.

PERMINTAAN BUTIR-BUTIR PEMANDU

(Seksyen 115, Akta Pengangkutan Jalan 1987)


Went for a movie on Tuesday with Jenny, David and Julian; Land of the Lost. At first I thought it would be some crappy cartoon show for a bunch of kids to laugh their a***s off, but to my surprise it's kinda like child x-rated movie..haha A good laugh I shall say..

I was supposed to meet up with them at 11. I woke up at 10, got myself ready, FB-ed a lil den left d house at 10.45. Based on traffic conditions and MY driving, I should be able to reach there right at 11. Got up the car, started the engine, reved it a lil n i smelt problem!!!!! I smelt petrol!!! Popped the bonnet, and I spotted a petrol-line leakage. So I fixed it n started the engine back again, got up the car, it was 11.50, drove real quick and I reached JJ(traffic light) at 11.05. When the light turned green I reved off and the car started chugging back and forth. So I remained my cool, glided my car to the side of the road tried to start the engine but failed.. 1st was a petrol line leakage now there's no ignition sounds produced, simple diagnosis; out of gasoline..(my fuel gauge is busted, I wouldn't know when I'm out of fuel)

So I went in to find them and it was like 11.15, and the show's at 11.20, so I decided to watch the movie, then only fix my car. After the movie, Jenny fetched me to a petrol station to get some fuel. when I got back to my car, guess what I found on my windscreen, a ticket. CRAP!!!! By JPJ!!! SHIT!!!!

(To do an appeal when you get a DBI ticket is much easier, produce a student ID and settle the summon within a week and you can get a RM20 rebate. JPJ, it's like getting a will written. Go to the office, present your documents, wait for them to process it, make a written statement, get a court APPOINTMENT, present yourself in court with your plea, and the best part is, you might even have to pay a heftier summon after doing all that.. CRAP!!!)

So now I've been given a RM80 summon which I have to pay in a months time or appear in court and process more crap..Why can't I get a DBI ticket like every1 else...........

Got to see a wonderful scene though. A JPJ officer chased down by 2 Ah Beng tontos..haha (an Ah Beng is a guy hu does the cheapest upgrades to his car just to make it look AS IF it's a sports car) a Satria with monster pipes but nil power, and a Saga with (I believe) electronic fuel injection; but both can't chase down a factory built Toyota Fortuner, crap..haha typical Ah Beng. If you give me a thousand bucks for me to upgrade my old 323 I can beat that fortuner flat..haha

Don't believe me?? How on earth did you think I got to see see that?? I was chasing them, in my old car..haha crappy junk they have there

The White Malaysian

William Davies, the White Malaysian. Malay, Chinese or Indian he has all the accents. He's like the laughing gas that all court judges require, sit with him for a moment and he has composed a new song for you, spend a day with him and you'll have a story to tell, spend 6 months with him you'll have nothing to say. I was just dumbfounded when I had to bid goodbye.

I hate goodbyes, I suck at them. Will's leaving soon and he wanted to go Sunway Lagoon to hang out and he invited ME. I was totally up for it, till Friday evening, I had to put this great friend down. Couldn't get medication for my grandpa, so I have to go to the hospital on Monday. *dang*!!!! It sucks that he's leaving, and it sucked even more when I had to turn down his invitation.

Just came back from church for Will's farewell barbe, before leaving Will walked over to my car and said goodbye to me; I was so gonna cry that time. Just don't know how to handle this kinda situations. I'm like such an evil friend, all I can do is just shake his hand and say goodbye. I'm sorry Will, totally gonna miss your rhymes and jokes.

Plan B

All my application came to a waste bout 2 weeks back..although I received an offer from some university..but it was something useless to me..

I was offered Bioprocess Engineering in UNIMAP(Universiti Malaysia Perlis). I wouldn't say that it's a crap course or a crap uni, it's just not suitable for me, especially the course. It's a chemistry based course with more physics than bio modules in it. So it's not exactly a course unfamiliar for me, but I SUCK BIG TIME in chem n bio and my passion is in mechanics and wave propagation (cars and audio in english). So I've rejected the offer and have decided to go to UTAR Setapak, not a future that I've dreamt of but kinda expected for this to happen actually. I've envisioned great things coming to past,but I somehow know that it'll never happen in this early stage of my life. So for what it's worth, I'm gonna continue sailing the course that I love rather than doing the 'right' choice. Citizens of Ipoh, bare with me for another 6 months, I'm sick of being stuck here to so you know..haha

In this short but strenuous wait, I require something to do, so please include me in your projects..preferably something cheap..unless I get a job to do..tq Kok Lin for playing CHEAP basketball with me..haha

future undecided

It was hard to understand in the beginning why I did not get any offers from any universities. I've stopped trying to understand what exactly happened, it's M******A nothing needs understanding (even studies, just memorize everything like a photocopier and you'll score). I called up the UPU to confirm that nothing went wrong with my application, and they too agreed that nothing went wrong. However, if nothing went wrong I should at least receive something, and I question them on this, all they said is "buat rayuan" over and over again as if they were trying to avoid something. So being a blind man leaded by the blind I did my appeal. My 1st appeal was UPM- mechanical engineering, UMS-mechanical engineering; 2nd appeal UM-mechanical engineering, UMS-mechanical engineering; my last and final confirmed appeal that I sent was UMS-mechanical engineering, UTeM-automobile engineering.

There were certain factors that brought all that changes in my chioice of university and course:
1. Mom saying that why must I be so single tracked mind just wanting to do mechanical engineering (which is not exactly my 1st choice). This advice from mom brought to my decision of applying for automobile engineering..my 2nd love

2. Jeffery's advice of scouting out unis by calling up and confirming my eligibility and also confirmed seats available in the unis. Where I decided not to apply for UPM, according to their staff they have a long waiting list for mechanical engineering but UM does not for many pulled out due to s.ships.

3. My love for sound engineering has pushed me to continue striving for a spot in mechanical engineering. The only course available that has a link to sound engineering (based on the courses offered in local universities and availability of sponsorship[dad]).

So, in the end I decided to stick on to mech eng as my 1st choice but automobile as the 2nd as a backup plan just in case I am not "eligible" for M'sian standard of mech eng.

IF everything fails..than brace yourself people in Ipoh......you'll have to bear with me for another 6months..hahahahaha(i totally don't want to celebrate my birthday in Ipoh, I wanna study). During that 6 months I tot of taking up a tutoring or temporary teaching post, just to confirm that teaching is totally not my field, and hannah lee might be my guinea pig. lmao. Then coming January I'll have to scout for private universities (which most probably will be UTAR, Setapak; Yang n me are inseparable i guess..haha). I was thinking of UNITEN actually, hopefully their fees remains the same next year.

Now, I'm wasting precious time here waiting for further results to be released on the 10th of July. Till then, pray for me and please find me when you're free; I'm bored.

Stucked...

As promised..I got the results for my uni application..and im updating now..this is gonna be like the worst update there'll ever be on my blog:

Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda TIDAK BERJAYA
dalam permohonan kemasukan ke IPTA Program Pengajian Lepasan STPM/Setaraf bagi Sesi Akademik 2009/2010.

No Updates

Sorry guys..this tumbling piece of block is juz rolling by..down with a flu and a high fever..wun be updating till after i get my uni application results..which will be on the 19th..crappy gov

Sports Camp

I had a wonderful weekend..the best was playing paintball..although my team only won once..but we planned perfectly & played our roles..but it was just bad coincidences that caused us to loose. Ian and I was like running around killing ppl, but i guessed we shud'nt be so lenient on them..haha

frisbee was amazing to..but again lost..haha had to ply on handicap status..cheong especially..we weren't allowed to catch the frisbee single handedly..which is gd in a way..giv chance for th shorter ones to ply on an equal lvl wif those hu r taller..haha another game im frustrated about is the iron man challenge..in a particular station, we were required to fill up a bottle wif water by dipping our hair in a pail n letting the water flow from our hair into he bottle..they had to ply dis game just after i got my haircut..dang!haha but all in all im really happy that every1 enjoyed themselves, we could run things according to plan, youth Sunday was a blast and no serious injuries (other than Kelvin's) occurred during the camp..

next up..worship conference..gotta go to church later to paint the parking lots, check the comps, hav a meeting then band practice..i love band practices the most; u get to c Mark n Eugene in action, together!!haha

future undecided......

It's gonna be June soon..every1 is entering uni or college or getting something done for their future..but dear me is still stuck wondering what's gonna happen to me..what uni offer will I get, will I get the course I want, can I be who I want to be, or does God has other plans for me......

It definitely suxx to not know what's installed for you..

I definitely trust God has a plan made and carved out for me, but this is a whole new feeling to me. My dad always has something planned out for me, and I've always "blindly" followed this plans of his; from pre-school, primary, secondary and form 6. But now I want to have my OWN life, and this is a whole new experience for me; if you get what I mean. I should've done this back in form5. I should've taken a loan and done my sound engineering back then, but good old dad say it's a useless course and I should go form 6 then take a course which has a secured future. Naturally, I did it his way only to obtain results that has taken me far from my dreams. So now, things are gonna go my way, I've planned it all out; but my only worry is I cant get into mech eng which is the first stepping stone over this big river in front of me. This feeling of not knowing is kinda new to me, but I know I have to trust God and there's a first time for everything. And financial support will only be supplied till the end of my Mech Eng course. So here goes nothing and everything, there's definitely no room for mistakes if I want to get what I want now.

McD has always been asking me how's things between me and my dad, and everytime I wish I can tell her some good news. Things have been different between me and my dad ever since I decided to do things my way. It suxx enough that he doesn't support me, now he's not even talking to me unless it's ordering me to do something. I have a feeling that this is gonna last till I prove to him that my way is not wrong. So McD, if your reading this, you can kinda expect what I'll answer you for the next 10years or so. I definitely want things to be fine between me and my dad, but if I want to materialize my dreams, this has to happen.

Sorry dad, I have dreams of my own......

Horrible week..Sunday service worship session was a wreck..The stage monitor weren't working,caused Kelvin to sing out of tune. Kelvin had to drop his guitar n walk to the other corner with a working stage monitor. And all I could do is stand and watch all that happen.sux!!!!!!!!

Things got better in the afternoon. Took Eugene to JJ, he wanted to buy a guitar pick for Kelvin, went back to church, set up stuff for worship, SPY ran smoothly, and things went awry for me again. I felt this burning sensation in my joints, that only happens when I'm down with a fever, but my temperature was ok so I played football. After playing for half an hour, a terrible pain came to my chest I knew for sure i was gonna get sick. True enough, my temperature shot up to 41 yesterday, had a splitting headache, threw up like some cannon with spew as ammo & was so dizzy that I walked like some drunkard.

Had my first ever heated argument with my dad, I never raised my voice with my dad, but he crossed the line this time. Kept saying there's life outside the church. He indirectly called me stupid to. "You've been reading the bible for so many years now, & you still have to read it everyday". wth man. Then he claimed that the church deprives the children of their study time, accused me of running activities to distract the youths from their studies. Come on dad WE'RE trying to keep them in school by running activities for them, not ask them to run activities & skip school, get your facts right. He really pissed me off that day, he even challenged me to leave the house and see whether working in church can keep me alive. Typing out this post makes my blood boil so hot that i feel my headache coming back again.

DAD!!!!!!!!!!!

What so hard to und dat im no psychic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My dad thinks im a psychic..he doesnt open his freaking mouth and he expects me to noe dat he needs me to be at home..n bcoz of his amazing conclusion..im not allowed to spend so MUCH time in church..he's a pain in d a**!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Food Fair 2009

What a tiring but rewarding week..Yesterday night was the 1st ever campus ministry meeting..And it was a BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!We named it Route 328..amazing name right??it actually means Psalm 32:8, which says

"I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will guide you with My eye."

I challenge those who hasn't accepted Christ to meditate upon this verse..God is really here, and yes I mean here among us, guiding us and leading us.. Nothing happens by coincidence.. Me working in church was definitely a "set up" (lol) and it really shaped a big chunk of my life..Join us every Saturday night 8p.m. in St Peter's Church, Fair Park..Yesterday was a true blessing to us, although we only had a short time to market this idea to the committee and advertise this activity to the people we still achieved to attract a group of believers..Among them was this newcomer who is from Sabah, and she was just in Ipoh to visit her cousins, it was so amazing to have her with us..all praises to God Almighty!!!!!!!!!!


Today was the setting up for the coming Food Fair, which is tomorrow, and there is still loads to complete..haha Not many cell groups were there to set up their stalls, and not many hands were available to help..But at the end of the day, we achieved to set all the tables up, complete our games stall, test the food and drinks for SPC Kopitiam, and clear most of the church..so Food Fair, here we come..

Those who plan not to attend, what a shame..Loads of delicious food are on sale, exciting games are prepared, and attractive prizes are presented..so pls rethink,come and join us, and spend for the good of our community(the orang aslis and chinese villages)..

signing out for a good nights rest..GBU, hope to see you guys and gals tomorrow..

Kaki Bangku

It was a lousy game i had yesterday..some goals were totally not fair..the referee totally doesn't noe wat's a technical foul..blow ur whistle ref..i mite noe noe football that well..but i totally noe wat's a technical wen i see a techni..i can neva stand a techni juiz left lidat..totally unfair..i noe it's out of tune..but blow it..Mark was the best ref..haha way to go mark!!!!!!

still wondering wen r they gonna make a bball comp..i heard dat ur wana hav badminton..guys can we hav a bball comp..plzzzzzzzz.......im sure we would hav loads of fun lor..looking at eugene jump n try to reach for the hoop would b a totally hilarious sight to behold..lol he's like kung fu panda..but minus the black eye..haha

very well organised game tho..the groups were well balanced..n we had a great time of worship bfore the game..n a crazy fun time after the game s well..haha hpy burffday deb's forgive us for making it so suprising dat u got all snowed up out of a sudden..haha it was hannah lee's idea..u can spray her wen her time comes..haha

let me tell ur something ur will not hav guessed happen..wen we were plying..a snake actually was near us!!!!!!!!some adults actually chased it away n got the place secured so well that no1 knew bout it n everything could continue wif no hindarance at all..till the bomba came that is..silas was ready wif a container to get the snake for dinner..but sadly they had to send it to the zoo..claps for the adults plz..way to go ppl..haha our hero!!!!!!!!!!

next week:SPY DAY@easter youth service..come for the Word n find out wat our Saviour Jesus Christ did for US on the cross..

Writter's Block

Yea yea..enuf of bugging me to blog
i juz dunno wat to blog anymore..lifes juz so dull these days..juz waiting till the day till i enter uni,grow up, get married, n meet God..haha
so..yea..im bored..

easter's coming up..den it's food fair in church..loads of stuff to do..but my butt is still stuck either to my hard uncomfortable chair, or my bed..im sooooooooo lazy..
still hav not get my certs certified..dunno y shud i even get it certified..isit even required if i enter public uni..does even do any gd..coz i got like..NO important certs..im so nerdy dat i dun take part in skool activities to get certs..come on..watts d use..i dun nd no 1 to certify dat i can do sumthing..u wana find out..put me to d test..dats life..life is not written on pieces of paper..it's writen on ur life..

yea..i've decided to do local..singapores to much for me..db's not doing form 6 anymore..so he need the extra cash s well..he has chosen sum cheap uni so dat i can do my engineering..so i gotta do sumthing for him..besides..ireally wana go kl n help kelvin out in d kl ministry we're doing..actually not so much of kelvin..but i guess im growing closer to God since i started helping out in church..im blessed dat i made the rite choice of working in church..haha

dats all i hav to crap for no

Be rite bk(in a thousand years..till i get sumthing to crap bout)..

ps:im addicted to mafia wars..u shud try it..it's a facebook application

money matters

University applications are a headache..especially wen u are not well "equiped"..u shud get wat i mean fr d title of this post. my expectations are at rock bottom now. all i want is to attend Nanyang Technological Uni or Nationa Uni of Singapore. it's juz across the coast. the oni thing dat's stopping me is the tot of the living expenses(& dibin) not to blame him..but i wan him to get wat he wants to. it sucks real bad if i rob him of the rights to study. i hated it real bad wen i couldn't do sound engineering.

do on to others wat u want others to do onto u..dat simple..

altho both uni offer really gd loans,but it aint sufficient to cover my living expenses..crap!!
really busy week coming up, n i cant afford to waste any more time on choosing a uni..datelines have to be met, expectations nd to b fulfilled..

Indifferent

results are coming out soon..n im still blogging..juz dunno how should i b feeling

sunday was a fun wet day..altho the water games couldn't be carried out according to plan, due to the rain, we improvised n every1 had fun being wet..haha
but clearing up the mess was a real back ache..sweeping,mopping,picking up peices of baloons,n getting ppl to sit still so i can clean was the hardest part..next week, bible study..

V-tjen, james, julian, kelvin n myself went to jj yesterday..handed out loads of kids' games flyers..the ppl were wonderful..more receptive n better mannered compared to those in parade..

i think dat's all for this post..writer's block..really not in d mood for anything now..juz wana waste sum time..haha

Second Chance

You called my name, reached out your hand,
Restored my life, and I was redeemed,
The moment you entered my life,
Amazing grace, Christ gave that day,
My life was changed,
Went from my shoulders, fell the weight of my sin

Chorus

So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance I've gained,
On you I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts, as I rest in you,
I'm now in love, with a Saviour,
Bearing the marks of his love

Chorus x2

Bridge

So I wait upon you now,
With my hands released to you,
Where a little faiths enough,
To see mountains lift and move,
Yeah and I wait upon you now,
Dedicated to your will,
To this love that will remain,
A love that never fails

not everyone deserves second chances..& not everyone can giv it..
but God gave EVERYONE a second chance..
was in a wedding ceremony today
a meaningful ceremony to me..the vows they make to themselves & to God, the many eyes to bare witness, the hands that bless, & the couple that's married..so beautiful

was in parade after the ceremony..11 of us when there to pass out kid's games forms to the ppl..so wished that they gave us a second chance so that we may help their child obtain a second chance..but most of them juz rejected our offer..i guess they think we're like salesmen..i always rejected salesmen trying to sell me stuff..this would b a lesson to me..haha
felt so tired walking round & round..n oni got to reach out to 3 ppl..2moro..JUSCO!!hopefully there are more open hearts there..n we definitely need more educated ppl..even if u wana reject us..plz do it politely..need sleep now for the big day 2moro..service,jj,youth(we're having water games),football..tiring day 2moro

The Approaching of Judgement Day

SPM results are set to b out next week..STPM wun b to far fr dat..haih
It's killing me with the thought of wat results will I get..n I kno dat it wun b wonderful results, based on wat i've done..but our God works in miraculous ways..who knows..mayb the gov decides to drop the bar way low dis year..with all the political turmoil going on they gotta please sum1..us STPM students i hope..we'll b voting in a years time..but i dun plan in helping any lazy btard..haha excuse my language..haha
maths was of the charts i tell u..but who can i blame but myself for not working harder to improve myself above the bar..all i can hope now is that A,ANY,ATLEAST 1 uni will accept me..haha

but wat the heck..my aim is sound engineering..i still gotta start working n pay for my own sound engineering studies(my dad wun). But it's juz gonna be a lot tougher if i dun get a gd uni now..haihzzzzz

Kids Games is coming up, there's a conf in g.highlands next week, n there'll b the food & fun fair to..busy busy..gotta work on wat im working not worry on wat i've worked..juz worried that results day fall on a day dat im in g.highlands..dad will screw me up if dat happens..

JUDGEMENT DAY..pls come on a suitable day..haha john connor's gonna postpone my judgement day..lol

ps: I can't wait for the new terminator movie..

Long Day..longer years

it's been a long day..was in church since 10am repairing xlr jacks...AGAIN!!!
i juz wish ppl take sum pride in wat they do..hav sum integrity guys..it aint gd to be destroying jacks..the church shouldnt b investin so much $$$$ in repairs..n i got beta stuff to do then juz repairing jacks..but it was juz so amazing wen a retired unc juz approached me n ask could i teach him sum sound maintainence stuff..it wasnt his guts or his willingness to seek help fr sum1 younger dat i admire..but it's his willingness to obtain more knowledge to help the church,congregation & himself dat i admire d most..come guys..he's a retiree..n he still wana learn stuff to improve himself..you young ignorant guys out there should b ashamed of urself..wake up..the world isnt juz the 4 walls of ur bedroom..the monster under ur bed isnt the oni monster there is..start getting up n start kicking sum monster ass..learn..find out more..improve yourselve..
kids games training was fun as usual..with jokers like eugene mah n soong cheong (sheji) there'll neva b a dull day..dis guys should b the kids games participants..not helpers..HAHA LOL....
after so many years..i finally get an internet connection in my house..was on youtube watching the 09 sprite dunk comp..it was amazing n unexpected..dwight was reaching the sky wif the 12ft dunk..but the underdog nate robinson who is oni 3/5 of dwight's height won the comp..the oni amazing dunk he did was jumping over dwight (while pressing on dwight's shoulder) & reaching out to the basket..that was juz so boring..it was the exact same thing he did in 07..BORING!!!but wat i reeally wana c is lbjames in 2010's dunk comp..he announced it wen dwight did the 12ft dunk..he claimed that he could do 13ft..im soOOoooOoo looking forward to that..
it's getting late but still can't get to sleep..it's that time of the year again where i get the exact same dreams again..i think i seriously nd a shrink..gonna tire myself out till i fall asleep...bb

Lost & Found

It's been 2 weeks since my last post
was in kl (Damansara Kim to be exact) covering for DB so dat he can obtain his driver's license..he was working for my dad's fren in a kinda new age kinda restaurant..Fish & Noodle House..
2 weeks there really let me c how lousy kl ppl r..it's a restaurant dude..u DONT spit on the floor..u Dont make horrible noises with ur nose n throw all ur NOSE GOO on the table..n u DEFINITELY DONT shout or laugh like it's ur place..jeez..get a life ppl..a proper life wif proper manners..but there r wonderful ppl there 2..cant deny that..(there r lotsa HOT girls 2...hahaha)
This fren of my dad's is actually an engineer..n he owns his own engineering firm..he's currently 52 yrsold..so this tels u dat it's neva 2 late to change ur proffession..he did it..n now he's having such a wonderful bussiness dat i hate it..haha (lunch hours are packed to the brim i tel u)..the way he works is so systematic dat even the preparation of the sambal belacan has to follow a proper syst..dat's is a heck of an engineer i tel u..
note to all the future engineers..engineers ARE NOT BORING..soong cheong was working wif me there..n he can b my alibi..there's NEVA a day dat we wun be laughin our throats off..
n i got a new fashion trend for u girls(cousrtesy of my boss)it's called the CFM look..noe wat it means??
COME F**K ME LOOK..haha a real joker he is..
but it was really tiring working there..n i had to put my church work on hold..now i have tones of wires to repair..loads of systems to set up..n loads of info to catch up on..
BK TO WORK..bb

friday the 13th

i can never und wats so mystical bout fri the 13th
all dat haunting (bad) spiritual stuff bout dis day is juz crap..
but it's valentine's eve..n dats all they know bout THIS fri th 13th..
it's mystical how a human brain works..wen sumthing bad happens, they will say it's so hard to forget sum1..but wen sumthing wonderful like valentine's day is coming up, every horrible thing bout fri the 13th is forgotten at that moment.
i guess the oni reason i know bout fri the 13th is all thnx to jojoba cheong's sinister mind, n the oni reason i can't get it out of my mind is im all alone dis valentine..but it doesnt really suck dat bad..coz im broke at the moment n it wouldn't help if i had to buy a valentines gift..haha

fri d 13th should always be remembered s a normal day..the oni mystical thing happening is God's miracles(which is happening everyday actually)..dun let that amazing mind of urs to frighten u wif all sorts of imagination..

another lousy day

woke up late..din get to go to the gym..coz asked the electrcian to repair stuff in church..reached church late..no electricity in church..had to cancel appointment with electrician..wen jj..no preffered bibles on sale..got stuck in a jam..bk in church..waiting..such a dull & boring day..haih

perak politics and weather

however modern we are in malaysia means ntg if the leaders of the country are not advancing..
today we might be ranked 1st in some tallest building crap..but how long does that last?
we gotta start maturing, growing and advancing..
does it matters whether 3 unfatihful leaders jumpship or drown themselves in the process?d oni thing dat matters to some them is the chance to be the ruling party..others......a chance to breathe in tear gas..as a RAKYAT i want PEACE..is that to big a word? let me simplify it..NO ROAD BLOCKS, NO TRAFFIC JAM, NO SUDDEN CHANGE IN STATE LEADERS.
it's just that simple..

grow up my dear leaders..accept defeat..build proper r.ship with ur RAKYAT in hope dat they will b conifident in ur leadership during the next election..i guess the sudden passing of a state assemblyman is due to heartache n overdose of adrenalin..haha grow up..squabling over a lil worm like a bunch chickens..

the only bright side of this stuff is that 4 fellas have to learn to be independant..coz they cant go home..they got no homes to go to..buildings that they once call homes are now unsafe for them..grow up malaysia..MENTALLY..not in power nor fame..grow up..

enough of that..i noe it was chinese new year..and olden chinese astronomers hav predicted that there is sunshine during chinese new year..but this is to much..only 3 days of rain since cny eve..this is to much man..save the earth crap is not working..so guys plz do sumthing with the environment..i would like to start playing bball in the afternoon again..(we've playing at nite since stpm ended, and the court we ply; the lighting is like playing with blindspots on virtually half the court.