Horrible week..Sunday service worship session was a wreck..The stage monitor weren't working,caused Kelvin to sing out of tune. Kelvin had to drop his guitar n walk to the other corner with a working stage monitor. And all I could do is stand and watch all that happen.sux!!!!!!!!

Things got better in the afternoon. Took Eugene to JJ, he wanted to buy a guitar pick for Kelvin, went back to church, set up stuff for worship, SPY ran smoothly, and things went awry for me again. I felt this burning sensation in my joints, that only happens when I'm down with a fever, but my temperature was ok so I played football. After playing for half an hour, a terrible pain came to my chest I knew for sure i was gonna get sick. True enough, my temperature shot up to 41 yesterday, had a splitting headache, threw up like some cannon with spew as ammo & was so dizzy that I walked like some drunkard.

Had my first ever heated argument with my dad, I never raised my voice with my dad, but he crossed the line this time. Kept saying there's life outside the church. He indirectly called me stupid to. "You've been reading the bible for so many years now, & you still have to read it everyday". wth man. Then he claimed that the church deprives the children of their study time, accused me of running activities to distract the youths from their studies. Come on dad WE'RE trying to keep them in school by running activities for them, not ask them to run activities & skip school, get your facts right. He really pissed me off that day, he even challenged me to leave the house and see whether working in church can keep me alive. Typing out this post makes my blood boil so hot that i feel my headache coming back again.